Battle Scars

This world has changed so much. A midle school girl, whom I have a sister relstionship with, told me her scaret that she cuts. She thought I would be mad at her. I got out of my car and said, "Sweetie I am not mad at you." who could be so cruel as to call some one off a unknown number and tell them they're worthless, a slut, and that they are stupid? I cant belive it. When she showed me her arms I wanted to cry. My sweet little sister has been builed beyond my belief. she had told me before christmas that some girls where saying stuff about her. I took her to the princiapal. I thought he would fix it. All he said was that no one cares what they think and he did not do anything about it. Can you believe it? let's call her Le .Le acted like it had been better; that it did not matter anymore. Le is a bight girl; she is really pretty. I think people are taking things too far and the fact that the person who is supose to be your go to person at school is not helping Le makes me mad how can he stand by and say no one cares? Well guess what? It does matter to me, to her, to everone that cares about someone getting bulied. I don't know how to stop the bulling but I know that I will fight for my siter. For little Le. I let Le cry on my shoulder and told her that it would be fine, but will it? Can we stop them? Who do you get to stop them when you told someone that should stop them and they do nothing about it? If you're a builly you need to stop. 7 midle school girls in my small town are geting buillied to the point where they cut . How many more are there we don't know about? I hope I can help little Le. I am going to be there to listen to her and be her beast friend because that's what she needs and so many others need it. So take your time out of your day out of your busy life and talk to a kid or a teen; it may just save a life.

Deer readers,

My name is Katie. I have this problem you see I have great ideals and lot of stuff to say but I cant get it on paper. I have a reading and writing problem and because of this I use small words that I know how to spell which limits what I can say. My goal is to start tying not to change the words I want to say and to find away to spell them. I may have miss spilling and I know that makes me look dumb but I am going to try to do this with few miss spelled words. So here goes nothing.

Some of you may know me some might think you know me and some of you are complete strangers. I want you all to know a little about me. I will start with nicknames I have a lot of them here are some of them Katie bug, bug, love bug, Katie did, KM, Kate, Katie E, K, bubbles, and kitten. I don't have a favorite candy. I love to watch all the different Cinderella movies. My favorite song right now would be "voices"by Chris Young because I think it true when  I have to make a decision I go back throw what people have told me and taught me. My favorite pop is coke but my favorite drink is sparkling grape juice( I am drink some right now). I love to read but if the first sentence  of a book is boring I don't read on. I wish I lived in  the country never have lived there be for but I love nature and hope some day to own a farm or ranch of my own I want to be a cowgirl. I love snow  but hate the cold. I love little kids. I Teach the kids at my church.

I struggle in school yet I get all A and some times B. you see I study longer and harder than most kids. For ever hour a normal kid study I have to study at least two hours. I start projects as soon as there assigned because I know it takes longer for me to do them. My life is manly school work and church. A lot of my friend don't understand this they think I don't like them but its not that its just called growing up I have thing I need to do.

I am going to end this here because I am getting mad that I can't spell things right and I keep having to look words up I hope to wright again soon

your friend

Katie

People

     So this last month I have been getting really annoyed with people. When I say people I mean people in the school halls, my friends, sometimes even people in my youth group. You see people are doing some really rude things like talking crap about others and judging.
I am tired of people talking crap about others. I know people who will tell me Lily does this and did that and never stops this, but when they get done they look at me and say, "I am not talking crap about her. I don't talk crap about people." If you feel the need to tell me you are not talking crap then guess what? YOU ARE! People need to learn that just because you say you're not doing it does not mean you aren't doing it. Lily might have done something, but you do not need to tell everyone. I am tired of people always telling everyone's  secrets but their own. If you want to tell someone a secret tell your own and leave  other people out of it.
      I also do not like it when people are like I am not judging...but look at the new kid, she looks like a prep. I bet she's just like them. Judging is wrong.We all know it; we have been taught not to judge since we where little. In the new King James Version of the Bible   Matthew 7:1-5 says  — "Judge not, that you be not judged. For with what judgment you judge, you will be judged; and with the measure you use, it will be measured back to you. And why do you look at the speck in your brother’s eye, but do not consider the plank in your own eye? Or how can you say to your brother, ‘Let me remove the speck from your eye’; and look, a plank is in your own eye? Hypocrite! First remove the plank from your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye". It is saying that that when you judge some they can and more and like will be judge  back it is also saying that be for you judge someone else look at your self  first. Do Not judge others when you do not want to be judged yourself. Stop being a Hypocrite.
       I know I sound mean but I am really getting tired of it. I know we are all far from prefect but when you're doing it all the time you're just doing it because you can. I know we slip up ...everyone does, but people are not just slipping  up ever hour. They say they  have changed but have they really when they're putting I don't mean to _________ in front of it or behind it. I am not mean i am saying that maybe you should think before you say things like that or judge people.

Being little

It's cold outside and it's snowing. all you see is white outside and it reminds me of all those days that I  would stay inside and play games with my older sister. We would play  life, monopoly, Candyland, I spy, man or woman and sometimes we would even  play oldmaid. Mom would make hot chocolate on the stove and sugar cookies. There are times I'm sure you could only hear giggling from the other room we would laugh so hard over something stupid the other  person said we could not even remember it  a couple minutes later. We were homeschooled so we did not  have snow days but  often  mom and dad  would let us asleep anyways.When dad was busy outside shoveling the snow and mom was at the stove cooking we would go on a search for Christmas present we looked everywhere most the time we find each other's present and we end up telling each other what they where getting. It's funny how now we don't want to know what our present are we like the surprise. I'm on my junior year of high school and it seems like that was forever ago when really it's just 10 years ago. It's times like those that I miss being little .

childhood

When I was little my dad did Leap of faith. Leap of Faith was a Christian program where like ten people would travel and put on shows where they jump motorcycles and cars over ramps and lined up cars.  At the end of the performance someone would also present a message of faith. We had a black lab dog as a mascot named Faith.

   We would go to a place and stay with friends and family. All the kids were home schooled so we could go with them. I remember every week I had new friends. The people we traveled with were "family" and still are. By time  I was 7 I had seen a guy  fall from 100 ft in the air  he had broke almost all his bones...but lived!

  I always had a new adventure every week. It was sad when we stop traveling they all said they felt God calling them to do something  different. Most of them are now Pastor or missionaries. I like traveling as much as possible. I like doing things that scare me. I like doing things that i know are high risk... that something could go wrong.